Friday, January 7, 2011

My little friends

I used to have little friends, happy little friends
Jumpy good little friends
Kicking good little friends
Tiniest of what you call 'little friends'

My little friends showed me the good times
Showed me a little shortcut to downtown
Got me running by midnight
My little friends never got me low

These little friends, so white and tiny
Got me smiling when there ain't no reason to do such an act
made me do it like I used to smile at 12
made me smile to no one at 1--
but at least they got me smiling in front of the mirror

My little friends told me how to read between the lines literally
and figuratively I should say.
My little friends are for free, for me at least.
Got me rocks when I can't get drunk enough
They showed me how to make a circle of a boxing ring
Told me I have a big dick, a big old dick
Told me I have red watery eyes
Told me to keep your head high
Told me how to make a daddy's little girl turn into a woman
Told me how to go from little boy into being the man...
of the hour or of 4 hours

They loved me so much, they stayed for 72 hours
all awake, we were all kicking during those stretch.
shooting like a loaded gun
going the extra mile without any gas at all
through the swelling, the crack and spurs
through meters that turn to miles, to infinity... and beyond.
everything went longer, bigger, faster and slower for me because of my little friends

I can't remember what my little friends look like.
Even with the aid of a D90 memory of mine
Like the way Spiderman kissed MJ, faceless but truly felt
and upside down too,like toenails on my cranium
everytime we meet i run dry, dry as an anus
more dry than how sex can get you dry

I wake up my little friends are gone
beside me is a turtle
we walk slow, turtle turns out to be a doctor
told me to take it slow, berserk is over
Dr. Turtle told me my little friends got me sick
Tried to kill me and ran away
betrayed me doing a judas dance, whatever that is
turtle left, didn't ask for anything
consultation and treatment was free

I found out my little friends were masked murderers
stopped looking for them
I am left with nothing
still I have pictures in my cerebro of how we rolled over the hill going to the top.